youth performance

perit's sad. this world is sad. i mean come on, is there anything good abt this pile of shit? God created this place. why is it so filthy. is it because He let filthy humans to rule that's why it had come to this? so what will hell be? or imagine if animals rule the world.

i've always thought earth is the half way mark between heaven's paradise and hte pits of hell. a well balanced dimension. yin and yang. well, more like it moved closer to hell over the pass few millennium. oh no forgive me, it has always been. from cain, to babylon, to war and now, total chaos. we had found more and more ways to suck. divorce. crimes. discrimination. hatred. indifference. all has increased its magnitude. i'm not even gonna try to list it out here. i'm gonna fill up the World Wide Web.

why i am suddenly talking about this?
i can't wait for heaven.

i am just fustrated. with everything that is going on. o levels. church. family. friends. and what i am becoming.

i figure, i don't like myself much. not in terms of physical. i mean i want to alter some of it but... well i'm talking about how cold i'm becoming. sigh. becoming more apathetic toward people. i mean i had always been like that. not saying hi, waving a hand or even just a smile on my face when acquaintances pass by. suplada. conceited and stuck up. but it's not that. just shy and insecure. and i know some get the wrong impression. but it is becoming worse. and i lose on friendship because of that.i am becoming one of the people who is NOT trying to make the world a better place.

and also the way some of the people i know are facing life. really sad.

all the distortion in the world is created by us. and it backfires on us always. karma. i believe in it. but if you believe in karma means you don't believe in destiny. right. but i believe in destiny too. aiya.

i told you life's complicated

well well. i had just finished the damned performance. bad. they say it's too soft. but it's not out bloody fault. like we did our best and its because of the incompetent techs. the mic wasn't on i assume. the place was quite open so. but the applause was tremendous. esp and most from parents ofcourse. just because they know us and its our first. biased! i didn't like the whole thing do. boring. but the practise was fun. see now my sis is still singing the song. LAST SONG SYNDROME (LSS). here are the pics. so sorry. the actual on stage performance wasn't included. because all the pics only have my sis and me. so might as well not put it up. you have to get it from other people. haha.

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